Today I’m feeling just a little less lost than yesterday. I can’t quite tell you what my next step is; all I know is what I don’t want to do anymore. I don’t want to work in a dead end job. I don’t want to be in this non-relationship with someone who hasn’t yet decided if I am worth giving their time or heart to. I don’t want to be someone’s option when there is someone out there who wants me to be his one-and-only someday. I need to be by myself for a little while. I need to spend more time with my family and friends. I need to find my way and base my choices on what I want/need, instead of basing them on others and how it makes them see me. I need to be selfish. I need to stop comparing myself to others and just be better than I was last year, and the year before. I know I can do this. I know I hold more potential than I am taking advantage of at this time in my life. I know what I need to do; I just don’t really know yet how I am going to go about doing it. Lord, guide me. I need Your help.