I find myself laying on only the right side of the bed as if you’re returning to your side soon. You aren’t, though. You’re gone. I finally pushed you far enough away for you to come to your senses and stop coming back. I don’t blame you for one second. I understand that I am a force to be reckoned with and cannot be controlled. I won’t lie; my heart is broken over the loss of you. I knew we would never last, yet I hoped we would’ve lasted longer. You deserve the world and I’m sorry that I couldn’t give it to you. I love you and wish only the best for you. You were the best mistake I ever made. Now, I will watch you walk away leaving my heart in my hands broken and yet again alone to put the pieces back together.